Thursday, June 19, 2008

Help

I just wanted to ask you all to pray for me. I am feeling very strange, like being attacked. I don't know how to overcome this. I'm hurting and instead of asking for help I push people away or just hurt them. Its been a few months now and it comes and goes. But I want it to stop. Thanks.

7 comments:

sarah said...

What the heck!!!??? I don't know if you were still feeling that way last night, but you should have said something! I always love being a listening ear for my friends...it energizes me! Please, please call me next time (or this time if you still need it)!

Becky Moseley said...

I hope our journey together through "Captivating" will help. I look forward to talking more about it as we meet with the girls. But in the meantime, you are in my prayers, and have been for some time.

Candace said...

Bethany, I love you. I'm excited to start going through Captivating together. I know you are going to bring so much to the table. You always do.

Juliette said...

Hey girl! I don't know you too well but I saw this post and had to comment. I will definitely lift you up in prayer. I pray that the enemy stops robbing your joy and making you feel alone or isolated. Just so you know I think you are an amazing person. You've been an encouragement to me about mommyhood and I pray that you'd feel encouraged yourself!

Katrina said...

I am praying for you! =)

Mother Brown said...

I believe the community at large is in a season of suffering and we are getting close to the "tipping point". What does this mean for us, that we hold onto Jesus with all that is within us and everything that continues to come our way, that feels like bombarding us, brings us much closer to the other side of this. As in Acts 4, it is their boldness to continue to cling to Jesus in the midst of suffering that caused others to recognize they had been with Jesus. This past six weeks has been the most difficult time that I have had in 19 years at which time my two girls had 13 trips to the emergency room in 18 months. That was trying. Just for starters we have had 5 trips to the emergency room for three of us, 6 trips to the clinic, I may lose the job I have had for 19 years, my income is down 70% and my chosen son requested to be commmited because he was suicidal. I heard this the other day, "it is the way you live your life in the midst of chaos, hurt, in the midst of the tipping point, that is the greatest sermon you will ever preach. I love you and am praying for you.

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